12.41am

原来有这么多的麻烦 ，
一步一步地解决掉，
谢谢国伟接我他的手提电脑，
不然，我真的不知道该怎么好了，
爸爸答应买一台手提电脑给我，
可是。
别那么烦恼拉，顺其自然就好了，加油 ！

多一星期就考车了，给点信心自己好吗？
我不是很紧张，可是却一直出差错。
我很认真地学，为什么还会这样。
我真的那么笨吗？

就是问题

开始遇到阻碍。怎么办？

presentation不顺利。

她，我对她真的失望。

一句话：防人之心一定要有。

assigement来了 ，电脑没有软件。我该怎么好？

我很乱。:(

stattered .

20.20pm

kinda free in this week .

took 3 subjects in this semester really make me feel a bit ' free '

huh . pc com - just type the words only .

english class - I love english so I feel enjoying * even I'm not good in english *

malaysian studies - really don't know what lecture talking . * I need to buy a book because lecture said " i will give u all slide , but now not the time "!*

lecture , you are killing me now you know . I weak in history , i need revise de leh =(

erm . good news from me . :)

had my third time driving lessons , even not the best .

but is better than previous time ! keep it up . ! yea !

then . today ,know another chinese girl same course with me !

I still wondering is it only leave yan and me took this course !

haha .

have a great day here !

heroman for the only one :)

17.36 pm

I love them . :)

yesterday night went to tarc for tt night .

the show was grand and awesome .

Today had been went frim for jogging with them .

I love them because their gave me happiness :)

freaking funny guys ! . never never regret . !

But , heart was not feeling well .

why ? I jealous and can't be more steady .

I feel fret .

Am I greedy and not be pleased what I having now ?

I wish I can have a car , because more easier for me .

I want money , I feel ashamed when I handed out my hand and get money from my mummy .

I supposed to get a part time to reduce my burden or my consumption .

but what I can do with that ?

if I find out some jobs , but transportation is my problem :(

too strainght will hurt people feelings . I hate those feelings ;(

please be gentle , think before you speak out some idiot words .

kinda unconvinced when I heard some bullshit .

but I didn't mind of it , just feel annoying .

erm :'(

had my second time driving lesson .

freaking moody . I not managed good in my clark , i hate to drive now .

huh .. sifu keep nagging me .

sad to heard it and can't concentrate at all .

11/7will take my driving test .

how can i do with that .

i really scare of it . i don't want fail it ya ..

3 point turn and side parking .....

i scare la ...

wish next lesson can do well lorrrr ..

sighhh ..

god bless me ..please ... :'(

neea a badly talk . who should i talk to ?

ishhhh ... :(

life's still move on . college . ♥ ♥ ♥

today is my first day doing presentation with group !

nervous and scare .. haha ..

but is enjoyed !

i love my college now . !

i'll be there .

开学也一星期了 ，没有什么特别的 。

很像在上补习课 ， 可能是sem 1 ， 上的东西比较简单 ！

很期待sem2，因为可以完整的上occupational therapy的课 。

相信一定很好玩吧 。哈哈

我一定要坚持，学多做多自然就会进步。

很多group的assigement ,可是我不介意做多，最好全都给我做 。

因为我要的是进步，而不是因为要一直做练习而逃避 。

我就是这样，要做就做最好 ，因为我知道自己的，我不有钱，所以一定要更加努力。

因为我要fight ptptn exemption .

因为我想要完成我的degree，oversea or local U .

或许你们会嘲笑我，笑吧，我无所谓。

因为这样，我必须要更努力 。

老师给了我门一些功课，都完成了差不多 。

可是最偶脑的，要找explorer的故事。

真的要omgg，看了很久，还是看不完 。

：（

*klmu也是有帅哥的，ching yan * ^.^.haha

11.45a.m

lazy-ing ..
yesterday was my outing day and driving lesson day :D
date with mr.loke for kfc , plently of joke , happiness was found there , is really !
haha .. funny and happy ..
driving lesson start , how I thought is easy but is opposite .
hard to control the stereng , ishhh ..
god bless me everythings alright ! .

very first time .

Did my very first time assigement,half way done . ! pity joey have to do all the slide show .
Did my very first time article which regarding to the love issue .
yea , I love the way I having now.
enjoying my college life now .
life's still moving on , keep it up !

do you believe ?

Do you guys believe GOD ? some of you might be , some of you might not . :)
but I believe .
When I in afraid , fear , unhappy , face some problem , I will talked to GOD .
I believe GOD will survive me . HE will showing me to the best way and I should walk to .
I'm not a christian , but I believe it .
I prayed for it , pray for someone in help , pray when I in troubles .
I pray , when I believe .. :)

sometimes , I'll feel jealous to those can study in their favourite college .why I can't ?
I started scare about my future ..
as you know , once you choose Occupational Therapy , you suppose to think out the feedback .
it's not easily found in malaysia , it have but little bit :)
but , this job are bringing happiness to others , it help for those in help .
ireallyscareidontwantppl look down on me ..

is alright !

First day in class . everythings alright . class changed successful . Thanks GOD , i will put all effort to do it . I swear .!
:)
Are given assigement for malaysian studies .! gah yao !
group name as SATU MALAYSIA .
included joey , ali , ching yan and me ! :))
be okay be alright :)

help please :)

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helpness =(

today is the last day of orientation . all register subject and class should be done .
and as a malaysian you will be know , how malaysian working's style . is super duper lazy !and you will get anger faster ! I have done my subject and class . but is so terrible . I supposed to get 3 subjects in this semester . UFS103 , UFS111 AND MALAYSIAN STUDIES .. and yet , I just had done on UFS 103 and UFS 111 ,because have crash time between malaysian studies and the others subjects . So , my malaysian studies course had been cancelled and leave 2 subjects . ! I'm stucked and don't know what should I do with the next .. T.T . after that , ching yan isn't same class with me due to she didn't get her UFS 111 and instead of MALAYSIAN STUDIES . what's going on ! I'm shocked .. and tomorrow will go to admination counter to change and adjust our timetable .. YAN was get angry and said want to change school , please please please don't do so . I was totally lost my way .. what should I do with the next .. ? .. T.T .. felt helpness . :( ..

fringers crossed and I pray for IT , please let my stuff all smooth going . please *please*please* ..
and I swear I will get the best result for you , GOD . can YOU hear me ? can YOU hear me ? GOD , I needed help of YOU . please brings luck for me .. alright ..

20.53 . klmucian .

that should be me :)
school start today .
orientation for two days , boring lah .. Zzzz
settle all the ptptn , student card .. and bla bla bla
and yet I haven choose my class .
wei wen had choosen his class . mon-fri . wtf ? haha ..
hope my class won't be so gila .. haha ..
tomorrow will hand up my MCA SCHOLARSHIP . hope everythings will be alright ..
9am-5pm .. suffering la .. :S
btw , students had been informed final exam will be on 20august2011 .
FML . start not started yet , then want exam ....
yak!yak! .. god bless won't get NC .. :)

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10.01a.m ..

I like went out at night , doesn't mean i'm bad girl .
I don't like sit at home for nothing .
I need gossip . I need chit-chat with my friends .
I know what i'm doing , and I know how to control myself .

much story-telling . 20.54 .

received the call from cheah kim poh driving school
and yet I had informed to comfirm the date of the driving lesson .
when I received the call , is damn happy :)
lad and lass , actually I have a lot of mind want to write here ,
everytime when I want to start my blog , my hand was stuck and write not much .
I not sure what are the problem I have . :(
I remembered I had do some promise to myself at last year or begining of the year .
I said : I want get my driving lisence .
I said : I want get a new handphone .
I said : I want transfer to a new school .
Nowaday , I did what I had promise .
I can get my driving lisence before august if not mistaken ,
I got my new handphone from my cousin as my birthday present . even that's a second-phone but I satisfied , and not because that's limited edition . I felt touched and appreciated what their gave me , really .!
now , I can register as a college student by helping of PTPTN . Honestly to say , I don't have a rich family , and my household income is low . my parents cannot afford me to famous U . I felt despair when I knew that I can't continue my future study at my favourite school and taking my favourite course . but now , parents letting me go college even not my favourite U and I can taking my favourite course . ILYPARENTS .

I know money is not easy earn .
I had been to be a general clerk for 2 months , learnt plenty of knowledge and how to handle a normal statement or stuff .
I had been to be a kuih-kapit worker for 3/4 years , I worked when school holidays . learnt how difficult when you are working with different race . nonsense was growing there , kinda hate !
I had been to be a salesgirl when I was form 2 .
I'm not bluffing at all , that's all is true .

I am the girl who love branded . forever 21 , cotton on , PDI , nichii , kitchen and etc . surely i'm not ability to buy gucci or guess or whatever lah ..
but , I brought them with my own money .
I like to use money , hard to save money . :((
everytime , parents will scold me or nagging me , LOL .
but this is my hobby and hard to change .
any suggestion can let me change this behavior ?
school start next week and I gonna spend money on my books or others !
feeling gonna died soon because i'm is under bankrupt condition !dying*


doing some searching regarding to the degree problem .
3 years after my diploma program .
should I continue ?


anyways , everythings will be alright . :)

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12.24 a.m

i'm getting nuts .

that should be me .

addicted on BRUNO MARS . I like him , he singing ways always bring me up even when I sad or happy , whatever la . :)) haha . he didin't have any handsome look or other else ! whooooss . * getting high *.. if he come malaysia one day , i will go for it !! yakk yakk .. !!

all right ! . Today had been went to sunway shopping compleks .
before that , I had visited TAYLOR LAKESIDE , there was great .
how wonderful if I can be their student ? *sigh , don't dream la you . you will never ever get this chance !you 're not afford to do so :-( *
ignore ignore ignore .!

ching yan , elaine , hoong yih , hui hui , chen loong and me were waited simon , after simon finished his class .all of us went to sunway for ice-skatting !
dragon-i be our lunch .. kinda expensive , i'll apply bankrupt if also go for this restaurant .. haha . XD

this is my second time joined ice-skatting , haha .. foot was pain .. LOL ..
but we are happy and had fun there .
simon called his ' kim ' joined us , but she felt embarrassing . for me , she is pretty enough !
the traffic was jam jam and jam ! stuck inside the jalan raya for one hour . damn it . reached menjalara around 7.30pm .all people planned for dinner , searching the food totally wasted our time ! finally , decided for pizza hut .. we think out that , wei wen shall get angry , because everytime he want to eat , but no people will bother him ! haha . Now , we ate and no invited him . huyoo . i can imagining out ! wahaha XD . ain't no bad . ~.~

lastly , i'm enjoying today , friends keep it up .. !
btw , he is so annoying , regret what had did before . damn fucking crazy , someone help me please , sigh . just ignore just ignore .

everythings will be allright ! .

9.27a.m

端午节快乐 ，很早就被吵醒了。

还有一个星期就开学了 ，很期待那天的到来 。

昨天去听amali了，真的闷到一直打哈欠 ，我还是一个人去听。Zzzzz.

老师一直作弄我！！ 他叫我打开车的bonet，可是我就是不会啊 ，= =

他还有叫我坐在车里面假伴是jpj ， 他就在那里示范要怎样进gear那些 ，

全部人都在外面站着看 ，我就在车子里面 = =

可能我又做错了选择 ，自己给自己麻烦 ？我一点也不像他说的那样 。。

算了吧 ， 不理了。*或许你不是他*

在夜市看到 [ 他 ] ， 很久没有看到 [ 他 ] 了 ，他还是一样没有变吧 ？

8.32 p.m

shouting out : GIRL , YOU SUCCESS ALREADY !
and yes , I pass my kpp test . ! burden was gone ..
no more undang , and yet I can continue my holidays ,
another book are waiting for me right now .
Ohh . my novel , gonna finish you as well !

forget the sadness ,

everythings will be allright .

chill chill ^.^