2011年7月18日星期一

你不知道。

这几天都在烦恼车的事情,不预我所料 什么‘花言巧语’都出来了。
我没有再贬低自己的家人,可是有时候说话也我接受不到。
本来妈妈要购买新的viva给我,
可是debate出现了,最终还是不成功。
我直接对爸爸说出心理的话,‘ 不是他求人 ,是不明白求人的滋味 ’
从以前到现在 ,求人 的 时候我都犹豫了好久。
每一次每一次我都拆下自己的脸皮求人去这里那里。
我记得每一次每一次别人的是怎么说我的。

我真的没有要求要什么新车,我要的只是一个交通工具 。
我不开心是因为我心淡了。我失望了。
我更本都没有生气妈妈没有买新车给我。
我不停的对自己说,我没有别人那么幸运 。
我不是born with silver spoon .
我是一个需要靠自己才能得到自己的东西。
因为交通的关系,我想ogy说出了,如果交通的问题解决不到,我只好resign好了。
可以想象到以后的路会是怎么样 ,算吧,坚持下去就好了 。

mr j , why you so late just reply me .
but i x percaya byk lorrr ..
or is me think too much ..
can i believe what you have told me yesterday night ?
huh ... ....


2011年7月15日星期五

失望。

我知道了答案。
原来,都是一样的。





emo-ing . :(

2011年7月11日星期一

why ?

why ?

I pass my driving test , super duper happy .. :)
why my mood is damn down right now ?
i feel confused , is it somethings is changed ?
if like that , i more prefer before than now ...
huh . happy because can get license , sad because i got no car ..
mummy said want buy me a car , either second-hand or new VIVA .
I dont know what decision they will make ..
I hope can get it as fast as possible :(

besides that ,
why ? huh ...
someone is appear in my life right now ...
why ? huh ...
I dont know can I believe what he said .
I have not confidence at all ..
sometimes , i feel that dream is better than reality .
In dream , he is my handsome boy in college ..
but in reality , he is a such man in my life ...
how ?
he sms was suddenly stopped at yesterday night ..
what I need to care ?:(

2011年7月6日星期三

2018

wednesday .


I'm busy finding or looking some part time which I have published in previous post before .
A person , who i'm knowing him since childhood . - wei lun .
he introduce me a promoter job at Hushpupies shop , jusco kepong .
because he is the one working there .
I still wondering at the previous day , should I go for interview ?
So , he had called me today .
I decided went there for interview , I did not expect their will request me .
But some problem I still need to face it , I wish can same shift with him , because he can drive me home safetly . the only problem . transport .....
* how good if I have a bf , so i no need scare ald *
* how good if I have a car , so I bet can work still late *

sunday is my first day . :)

2011年7月4日星期一

10.41am


When I feel down and desperate , I will find some inspiration quote to confront myself .




emo-ing .




2011年7月2日星期六

I feel good .



今天终于完成assignment了,轻松多了。
看了treassure INN , 很好笑。哈哈。
简单就好 :)