不肯定

我不肯定 ， 心情突然变得好糟糕好糟糕 ， 很想发泄 ！
身体很疲倦 ，很累 ， 头很痛 。
可是还有一大堆的assignment等着我 。
可是不是即可要交上去的 ，可是现在我就很拼命的赶 ，
是自己活该吗 ？

我不肯定 ，是我manage自己的时间不好吗 ？
这学期的科目都是要背的。
为了更加的明白，我也在做小笔记 ，
可是 ， 明明是完成了 ，感觉就很差，做不好。

我快崩溃了，我不想要这样！


心情很不好，你在哪？
你比我更加快乐吧！

Just a smile ;)

mood is getting better and better but don't know why .
love the way that I having now .
revison everyday let me feel more understand .
I like to be alone , is not worst but great !
perhaps some of you will feel i'm insane or crazy .
I believe not many people like to be alone , as I told " different people have different view and different way in their study life , but for me I more prefer stay at library " ! hoho :)
somemore I don't want to waste my precise time ! . TIME IS GOLD FOR ME .
last minutes only will leads me dead ! .
sat at library can let me more concentrate and can finish my homework ASAP . ^.^
plus some of the reasons , I LOVE LIBRARY .

*groan* , need to finish it faster ! hehe . :)

OT .

cause I'm OT .
I willing to service those facing problem in pursing in their occupational :)



* i love today and i'm happy . *

one-by-one.

last saturday went timesquare with college friends .
bought a watch but it spoilt already T.T
have to go for exchange ! ish .



my new book for this semester and the following semester .
it's cost me RM 99 , is the cheapest i found between some some shop :)
i love this book , content shown clearly description about all the biological term or details .

:)
semester 2 have started two week already ,
erm , and yet I need to suit into a new study environmont instead of semester 1.
but I miss semester 1 , there have a lots of my friends . but there are not for now .
all of them are gone :(

start to suit my classroom got only few people . not only my major subjects .
one of my minor subject- ENGLISH 201 DRAMA N ROLE PLAY .
actually this subject is fun and enjoy .
but , classroom got only few people and don't know where the people go .
from this subject , I know more about ENGLISH . :)

another , is my psychology subject .
even that only one class we have been attend ,
the first class already taught us a lots !- STRESS .
I know more about myself .
what is stress ?
that are some nonspecific response of the body to any demand or the arousal . it may cause either from physical nor mental .
human being will leads to dealth if without any stress !
from this , I think about it .
some people always live in a happy , enjoyable environment , is there have no any stress ?
some of the people always said " i'm no stress at all , " is it really ?
i don't know yet . haha :)

whatever , should insists on my plan now !
hurayyy . keep ahead , okay ? i would like that also !

*today is your birthday , so . happy birthday :) . time really can change a lots , can't even see your face in college .maybe timing not right , course not same . *

i need you

i need you , but where you go . ?
a lots of assignment are waiting for me .
i hope can cover it up .
stupid skull have a lots of scientifik term . sigh .
drawing ? huh ..
folio ? huh ..
i need you - my computer ..
why you always shutting down !
ishh ..



* have to go my moral studies now , boring *




* perhaps i'm just a transparent paper for you . , down *

a meaningful day for me .

12/9/2011 . monday

semester 2 started on today ,
however , have meet some new friends .
overall my class got only 5 students
seriously I can't accept at the begin , but have no choice .

the subjects that I have taken in this sem are 5 ,
the very first day is " introduction to psychology " .
but teacher nurul didn't prepare yet ,
so , teacher just share some informations regarding my course .
I started to worry , a lots of news I had heard are negative .
afraid of MCQ will be abolish .
this situation occured due to SENIOR .
I afraid of my future .
am I taking a wrong subject ?
but whatever , I daren't to tell my family member . * should be fine right ?*

head of faculty need us to add subjects until 5 ,
so need to queue more than one hours . the most exhausted things that I face in college
haha . the most embarrasing happen on today too , I fall down . ish ..
the guard try to safe me up , but he can't ,cause of the mirror .. haha

but anyways , i'm happy enough .
once again , nice to meet you --> sweet . erma . carmen . :)

* i saw you today , insists on what I have promise on myself
everythings will be alright *


happy mooncake festival , hope can play some candles tonight :)

10.19

在那弄得指甲，重点是ah gua弄得，很有心思 ：）


那边的prepaid card :)

炸鸡，被称为“被油炸的鸡”

电脑回来了，在家真的很闷，很怀念在bangkok。

一直吃喝玩乐，逍遥自在。

昨天回去学校弄timetable的东西，真的麻烦。排队都要整整一个小时多。

本来打算去看电影，结果赶不及了，只好吃吃东西就好了。

有时候，我不是想象的乐观，

whatever 。。

考试明天就出了，好紧张。

星期一开学了，6人的课室，加油哦。！

10.