Do not let the sun go down with anger around.

* copy someone action *

今天都有种闷闷不乐的心情 ，
不是因为什么因素 ，
是因为就快毕业了 。

还有六天 ， 六天后，
大家都会为了未来而挑战去！
回忆起来 ，感触真的很多很多 。

同班了2年 ，有些甚至3年-4年 。
可是 ， 大家的关系都是在这2年了 ，
慢慢的了解 ，慢慢的学会关心 。 ♥

我们这一班 ，不怎么特别 ，
可是 ，搞怪 ， 爱玩 就是我门的特性 。
每次都是给老师投诉不交功课 ，很吵 。 ♥

我们这一班 ，不怎么特别 ，
可是为了朋友，就很够义气 ，
遇到一些‘老师’ 来骂，惩罚 班上的同学，
就会一直去说，讨厌那些老师 。 ♥

我们这一班 ，
永远都充满着快乐 ，
笑声 ， 喧闹 声 ，永远只属于5a10 ♥

还有你们，
我的3位好朋友 ，
没有了你们的鼓励 ，我也不敢想自己是一个怎么样的人 。
谢谢你们 ，在我最不开心的时候 ，都在我身旁 。 ♥

或许 ，我真的让你们失望了。
我的固执让我自己也受不了 ，
当然我也知道，我不应该为了某些人一直执著下去 ，
如果是喜欢你的，那么就不用让你等了那么久，
我知道，一直都是我一厢情愿 ，
有些事情 ，你们不让我知道也是为了我好 。
谢谢你们 。 ♥

老实说，我最喜欢我们4个一起聚在一起的时候，
下课，出去玩 。
我都很喜欢 ，有种很温馨的感觉 。
一起说’ 笑话‘
一起大笑 。!
我真的很喜欢你们！ ♥



5天罢了 ，有种心碎的感觉 。

Do not look for faults, find remedies.

i LOVE YOU , 5a10 =)
the best friend I ever been in my life ,
friends , the days we can together : 2-3 weeks ..
* sob * ..


BIBBY CHONG :
you must keep ahead !
no doubt , everythings go as smooth as possible :)
keep on :D
trust myself ,
chemistry not such that difficuit !
you can do it , you know ?

stop , you're not mine .. That's are not possible for me to do so :(
everythings must have a pretty ending ( but not mine )
the cruel , the unpleasant was always happen on myself .
I hate that feelings . . . ><"

haiz , I gotta go :)
bye , a little post here to bewrite my feelings .

A warm smile unlocks many doors.

smile can brings life go easy 　:)　　


23 . 10 . 10 spm : 30days
school day


today was a school day ,
very glad , because last day of the '' kerja amal '' .
I must let my hands back to normal .
no more coarse ! haha .. :D

LOL = =
I want finish my biology between these two days ,
on perhaps , I have finished form 4 chapter and form 5 chapter 1
So , 5 more chapters to go :*(
sob * * *
can I finish it ? I also dont know , I will try my best :)
lesson as usual * boring man ! *
but , my english get A ..
seriously ,
hope school won't change the rules ,
hope , I can wear the '' cap and gown '' during graduation !

:)
I will less on , and more concern on study !

intake january or may ? * faint *

无奈 = =

all and sundry , and good afternoon .♥
yea :) is time to blogging now ,
my blog not special as others ,
but , I will try to update my daily life ..
I ensure it was a best way to record my life either sad , happy , tension or madness!

the only one , bibby chong poh yin .
no one can replace me ! ^^

erm , 22/10 .. spm : 31 days to go ..
today , as usual need to do the kerja amal ( punishment of the sayangthon ) : ( .
what the hell , today was third days going ..
sighs , one more week to go !!
It was totally ashamed me !
my hand gonna coarse !
even I have rub lotion everyday .. : S BOY !!!
haha .. :)

some of the teacher didn't present among this week .
damn boring and feel for nothing ..
just do some revision .. haha ..

btw , I very happy of my english essay paper .
I scored 71/85 and the others paper still dont know yet ..


* 6 credit is mine now *
expected the day coming .. :)

5a10 , we must fight together : D

try my best : )

hey ,
spm just left 32 days :)
for me , is more tension and tension .
nothing can do , just try my best to recover all the subjects !

although , it's was a harder matter ,
but , at least I had try it !

So , go on . dont give up ..
for you , my friend too :)

let's fight for our future ,
there's no one can change your life , except yourself .


5A10 , I love you !
apperciate '' when we are together '' ,
haiz ,
counter the days we can stick together just only : 2 more months(include the spm days )
haha.. hope we won't forget each others !
our class = 5A10 = spirit = 气势
we solve the problem or somemore else together ,
we celebrate birthday together ,
we help those in troublesome together ,
we '' hate '' some kind of teacher together ,
we went out for movie , lunch ... together ,
there are too much memory you gave me !
I will not forgot one of them . . .
I feel so proud because of them ! ♥

day after days ..

Today was not a pretty monday .
the heavy rain was started when I get ready to school :(
shit !!
It was rather troublesome ,
first , my family no any car .
second , I need walk back home under a hot condition !

luckily , my uncle fetched my sister and me to school ,
thanks you so much ..
treasure what you gave us !
when I reached school , it's still early and not many pupils ..
as usual , rain didn't have assembly ,
what a boring day !
before the teacher coming , went to toilet ..
yea :)if you are friend , you will know ,that's is my habit !
Thanks GOD ! I saw you , nope !
is my friend saw you ,
super duper hate myself didn't wear spectacle at that moment !
LOL = = "
I thought you drop out school ..

btw , mr.loke had planning a timetable for us ..
love it so much .. at least can reduce my stress where I had facing now !
hope I can fulfill it as well as I can ..
poh yin , you can did it ! keep ahead !

others , the education fair held in my school ..
I took some information about UTAR !
go through all the data ,
is really make me confused !
I scare I will regret when I taking the psychology ..
the opportunity for me get a job is easy or tough ?
I still dont know yet !
sighs ..

maybe I will taking another course ,
erm , how about the financial or banking ?

lol = =
throw it away first ,
the most important for me now is DID WELL IN SPM !!

tell you , i pass my add math and chemistry !
happy happy =)

这一切 .

复杂的心情 ， 我不知道自己在想什么了，
挣扎了好久 ，
我还是笑不出。

究竟是什么东西让我这么烦恼 ？
我自己也不了解 ，矛盾 ！

真希望 ，唉 ；(

我要的很简单 ，每天快乐就行了！
可是不是不件事情都是这样 !

很想把头脑给清空 。
我真的很累 ，可是当我把眼睛闭上来的时候，
就出现了很多画面！

以前的往事 ？ 还是课业上的问题 ？
连我自己也搞不懂 。

为什么我要这样折磨自己？
还是我还在逃避?
用课业来把自己搞地很大压力， 很忙?
我不知道 。

唉 *（


当这一切过了，就不会再回来 ，回忆也会慢慢的忘记 ：）
或许留下的只有你的，名字 。




*清醒点，不可能的 *

never know : C

could you know my feelings right now ?
could you know what is my feelings when i accept the exam paper ?
you couldn't know my feelings ..

cry whole the school lesson ,
lol ..
i forgot this is the XXtimes le ?

but , i can admit that .
this is the first time I cry for my exam ..

sighs ..
I was so tired until I dont want to do any work again .. =(

feel lost :(

I cant smile / laugh now .
damn moody ..I was bowed with frustration !
haiz ..
physics paper 3 have just finished ,
that's mean the trial was have a pretty ending ..
but , SPM just arround the corner ..

phy teacher was give us the paper 1 answer ..
I was rather disappointed ..
27/50 .. A was gone .. my target was 30 and above ,
but ,now .. sighs ! =(
the most I expected on ,the most I put effort on ,
always make me down ..

when I was marking on my question paper ,
my hands was starting tremble ..
This was the first time , is really ..

After knew my mark , my tears is ready to drop ..
but , I controlled myself ..
I whimper inside my heart ..
I turn into EMO , I no dare talk to others ..
if I did it , my tears will drops anytime ..

after school , by bus go to tuition ..
I cry inside the bus .. =( T.T
The feelings of hopeless , the feelings of lonely suddenly were appear in my mind !

I hate this feelings , cause it's not belongs to me ..

luckily , I still got my tuition friend ..
I love them ..
the friendship between them , i was apperciate ..
this week is the last week of tuition ,
I will remember you , you ,and you all the single moment ..
the happiness you gave me is infinity !

I love my friend ! hope we still got chance meet up !



haiz ,
cheer's up , girl !

smile ; D

oh yeah , one more paper to go :D

I just allow myself rest one days only !
after this , I needed prepare my SPM .
I believe , I can do it well !
yeah ..
^^



weird feelings ,
=(
sighs , I was going crazy !
somethings is still keeping inside my heart ,
I am not suppose to speak out now !
I want improve my english .

I am still keeping someone photo ,






emo

dream : D

I miss my hair : [

listening : I have a dream . WESTLIFE .
is starting fall in love with them ♥
the song make me powerful ! =)

yea :D ,
one more subject , two more days ,
my trial is getting closed !
but , SPM is needed to countdown !
lol .. = =
super duper worried about my result !
: （

I love physics
I love add math
I love Biology ,
but I hate chemistry ..
the term make me confuse , BOY !!!!!

YUP , ..
the last paper is Physics ,
I told myself ,：" I must scored it ! "
hope , I can get it !

chong poh yin , you must sucess your words !
trust yourself , you can do it ! * a big grab *


I expect on my college life .
I expect on my working life .
I expect the feelings of graduate !
I want know the feelings ,
when I wear up the formal attire , stand in front of the college mates,giving them a talk ..
That's I expected on !
I expect that moment ,
when I having my own laptop , is busy doing my assigment !
I wish my dream will come true : D

yea ! chong poh yin !
put more effort :)

same path . same place .

Today is the day I unwanted or expected ?
Yea , holidays is getting started today ,
because the pmr candidates will started their paper by tomorrow ..
that's meant , just few of classes back to school ..
damn it , my class also included .
other , I also needed to complete the biology paper ..
= =

There's same place , same path , same memory ,
but different feelings and memory ,
I found that , my feelings for you are deeper and deeper ...

lol , look out the classroom ,
the tree are shaking ,
I miss that moment ! ..

珍惜 ...

考试 . 考试 . 考试 .
is going drive me crazy !!
很压力 ，
单单一个ADD MATH 已经弄得我发疯了 .
希望这次的考试可以很顺利 =）
哎 ；C
这几天都睡不好 ，半夜就起来了 ，
所以整个人都很疲倦 ，心情也不好了。

今天放学后的心情 ，也不好 。
还是我有恐惧感了呢 ？
我自己也不知道 ，
哎 ；C
真的很累 。

有时候 ，觉得是不可能的 , 为什么还要逞强呢 ？


珍惜生命 :)