01122011

已经是12月了。

很快真的过的很快。

我能是位好leader吗，要怎样才能成功？

我不确定，也不晓得。

时间，经历，让我变得更成熟 ：）

加油。！

29112011

I have bad temper and bad emotional if I didn't manage things well !

I'm a impatient person , once I get any work , I must done it in a minute !

So ,it may cause reckless and I already suit into the environment .

Things occurred on today also .

I just remember I am freaking fed up and almost want to shout " FUCK "

I black my face and shown I really anxious ！

I hate I dislike my behaviour !

I'd like change it since long time ago , but I does not change it either . :(

I believe my friends can feel it . I am so sorry .

and yet , I hate my appetite . once I ate wrong food , it could let me feel uncomfortable in the whole day ! . like , I ate western breakfast and still now I feel like want to vomit .

and MY STUDY PLAN WAS FAILED !

really really really anxious , fed up , ish !

28112011

闷倒快发狂了。

我很不喜欢这样的日子，

很废！很没用！

明天以后，一定会更好！

麦当劳麦当劳，我来咯！

蛙哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

26112011

have so many story want to tell , but should start from when ?

haha .

The story in my mind right now is happy happy and happy !

I am become so lazy since the break started .

ouch , have to start revision next week ! *I SWEAR *

still remember the restaurant I mentioned in my previous blog .

ya , actually is -- DE PASTRY CHEF -- .. haha ..

my wednesday dessert -- > chocolate mousse < --

can see my happy face . * self-esteem* . hehe

Thursday .

I don't know what happen to my appetite .

feel starve all the time . =.=

I ate roti cheese kaya nan (no sure correct spelling or not :] ) , then I bought two packs of fruit .

I still feel not full , yan and jane were shocked and asked what's wrong with you ! .haha

because usually I will skipped all my meal at school ..

after that , I bought a bar chocolate *dove brand *

sista yan introduced me this brand , I fall in love with it since my first bite !

sosadtosaymoralclassgonnacancelinthenextfollowingweeks :(

>.<

Friday .

starve like a hungry ghost .

asam laksa is not enough for me! haha

oH yeah , watched movie with da gang again ·

THE TWILIGHT SAGA - BREAKING DAWM PART 1

it was so amazing ! can't wait for the part 2 !

and yet , we been to DE PASTRY CHEF again .

dareen was said " it's the forth time I been here in a week !"

OMG . haha ..

so happy with them ! yak yak yak .

Saturday .

accidently received a message from yannie .

so , shopping time !!

yannie be the driver of the day , so brave first time drove here and we all don't know road .

that mean , we were lost at the last . haha .

a month later is the christmas , decoration of sunway pyramid is such amazing !

Mark taught me some facebook chat emotions , it's so cute .., especially the robot ,whahaha. I am addictite already ^_^

hahahahaahah .

24112011

midnight here right now ,

and I could not fall asleep yet , keep awake !

really want to say ****

kinda tired for this past 3 days ,

previous 2 days is need to complete my notes .

but now , is so awake .

what wrong with me ?!

but now , seriously I 'm so happy .

supper and tea with da gang , a new place explore by them . - menjalara DE PASTRY CAFE .

first time been there , affordarble price , environment also ok .

and the most important , got plenty of cakes can choose~ hehe . * i am the cake lover *

chill with them until 12am .

seriously , I love them so so so much !!

I can dont have bf , but I must have them !

haha ..

later class have presentation for english 201 ,

good luck and hope rizhuan will appear ! *pray hardly*

I am so happyyyy ^_^

ouch , there you are !

nerd . nerd . nerd . nerd . nerd . nerd .

my brain gonna burst due to lack of sleep .

my brain is empty now , I don't know and forgot what I wanna do later on .

damn .

how to create a fairy tale ?

how ? how ? how ?

I have no idea . :(

20112011

finally i tried the chatime . :)

每个人心里都有个小秘密，你也是。我也是。

17112011

我好累，好累。心理和生理上都好疲倦。我想我会有疯掉的一天。

我给自己好大压力。我一直告诉自己不能输！

我好害怕输得那一刻。

期中考考得也不赖，最后的FOT也得到了8.6分。

其实我的目标在9，可是得到8/7也算ok拉。

anatomy我真的怕了，为什么脑袋会一片空白。

好难哦，我很难明白。：（

怎么办好。

今天老师通知我们2012 International Occupational Therapy Conference

venue : hong kong polytechnic university .

好想去啊，只要找到sponser，应该顺利成功吧。哈哈。

妈妈相信也批准我去吧，因为有很多benefit !

my english class .

stress . tired . stress . i want to shout out .

emo-ing .

15112011

The most feared after exam is when receive the results .
I got the psychology and anatomy marks .
Psychology was on my thought got 9/10 ,
but , anatomy ..
frankly , I am not satisfied , I got 7/10 .

nevermind , it become my motivation to get highest marks in my final .
I believe I can do it well .

dont despair first ! :)
good luck .

12112011

星期六。

终于看到了一直想要看的电影。- 那些年，我们一起追过的女孩。
因为之前错过了love you you ,所以这次一定不能再错过了。
没错也不赖，亲爱的莉莹也出席了。
好久好久没有见到她了，她依然那么的孩子气。
加油吧，我的好姐妹。♥

戏里的故事是有点真实，
中学时期，我不特出，感情故事也没有他人的完美。
只不过是一直守护在一个不值得我付出的男生上。
不知道何时，再也不期待不守护再也不付出。
可是，故事的结局，
说真的，为什么两个相爱的人却不能在一起。
为什么。或许，现实中的我们也不能那么的完美吧 。
心也有在流眼泪。




人渐渐的成长，
以前的幼稚。想起来真的讨厌自己。
明白了是非黑白。
我家没有别人家那么的富裕，只不过是过得去。
之前考到了车牌，就一直吵要车，却没想到那负担。
是，有车了真的方便很多，可是给爸爸妈妈来说真的是负担，
我不想他们那么辛苦，为了那么琐碎的事情而吵架。
想了好久，可以说是反省了。
知道我现在真的不需要了。有时候搭搭巴士也不错的。

其实，在做每件事情我都想很久很久，
包裹需要到的电脑，
想要一部laptop，老实说，我想要了也快好几月。
因为我现在的这部桌位电脑，一直出问题，
我不能predict到它几时会在闹别扭。
有时候，在紧急的状况下，我真的不知所措。
也不是说，我每次只会靠说，却做不到。
而是我真的需要想很久。
也不知道怎么和爸爸开口。
家家有本难念的经。
有时候，真的很羡慕那些不用为这些琐碎事而烦恼的人。


心中那种纳闷心情，好想撞墙死掉算了。。

12.12pm

I don't know what happened to my blog , So , I convert to the latest version .
My plan for my mid-term break were totally spoilt and failed . haha
I planned one day for ONE UTAMA
I planned one day for Mid Valley .
But , I didn't go either one of them .
I planned have to start my revision -anatomy , But I just start one page .
I planned have finished my presentation for psychology , But I just finished 4 slides .
LoL .bloody hell .
because of this break , I thought I can become more motivate ,
but , is become more lazier .
ish ish ish .

I am expecting the movie " YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE "
hohohoho :)

你，想 ，太 ， 多 ， 了 。

那天以后。

hellooooo , 电脑终于修好了。GOD BLESS幸好在我考完试后就修好了，
不然我有得回学校赶我的assignment了。
不过，也不赖，我蛮喜欢回学校的，
我喜欢一个人静静的读书看书，研究一些课本上的casestudy 。
因为我读的这一刻，基本上是没有特定的练习题。
通通都是一些case问题，没办法，都只好自己上网看看。
其实，有点怀念数学。我根本没有机会碰到。
碰到的只有biology . = =
sem 2 读了也有一个多月，发现自己越来越喜欢我的这一课 - occupational therapy ..
我个人的感觉 。- 就好像psychology + physiotherapy 。
若我有机会，我会向小孩这一方向去发展。因为怎么说小孩都是无辜的，
他们带着希望来到这世界，却需要面对这生活上的问题，- 过动儿，自闭儿。

anyway , mid-term 也考完了。都蛮满意的。
只是 anatomy有点不开心也不满意。
气死我。
miss ,你让我们体会到，人真的不可貌相。
看你平时一副不惊人的样子，
可是出的考题却那么刁难我们。
做考题的时候，真的抓头了。
算啦算啦，final的时候要加把劲了。/.\

我们的课室虽然只有8个人，可是我们超开心了。

有penang 的yann and gaby

有perak的nanas jane

有kl的bibby , yan , renu ，vivien

还有sabah 的ema 。

虽然年龄上也有距离，可是我们的废点极高的。哈哈

考完试的那一天，我们约好了一同去TIMESQUARE *VIVIEN didn't join us * - TOWER HEIST .

不错，蛮好看的。 ^_^

还有还有，终于买到了一双属于自己的包鞋。*脚不会发臭拉*

拉拉拉拉拉。哈哈。

本来星期六那天要到mid valley 的pc fair ,还有love you you .

真的活该，love you you 下映了。/.\

结果也没有去到了。一整天呆在家里。

可是，晚上的时候也他们一同去看电影- IN TIME .

好看！！ 电影里都是用时间来计算的，真的好看。

哈哈。

假期了假期了。可是还有功课要做。 = =

星期一是婆婆的忌日 ，不知不觉您也离开我们9年了。

我们怀念您 ：）

3.12p,

using college pc to update :)

this week is my exam week ,
put all my effort on it . hope can get a better result :)


i more use to stay at library even is not my exam day .
maybe i already suitable the environment where suitable for me to do revision .
but , air-cond is freaking cold .

computer sent to repair again and again .
hatred , always spoilt spoilt spoilt .
I still need to do my slides ,
hope can purchase a laptop ,
but also have to wait my coursin .
have no choice ..
answer also = wait .


bla bla bla ,
tomorrow anatomy exam , GOD bless .!