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second year countdown with them , same as last year . we went Desa Park City for watched the fireworks .! damn amazing , wonderful .that's one of the reason why I want been there , doesn't need crowd with people , can sat on the lawn and enjoy . hehe . is happier because gang is still on beside me . I love you ALL .!!

Do a wish and promise for myself . May 2012 is a wonderful year . May everything could be fine :) May da gang still beside me when I'm upset . :) .

actually I care about my future bf is younger than me . I care , I care ,I dislike . So , it will same answer also . LOL .

met a troublemaker , ISH !

29122011

teared the book into pieces , means all is over .

5 days more . I'm worrying right now .

27122011

是我不懂事。或许吧，不了解的，只会觉得我很不知足现在目前拥有的东西。那天在fb的status，朋友都来comment了。他们都劝我知足点啦。或许是真的吧。

haiz .算了吧。

我会改掉的。

因为，真的很难忍。很讨厌。

我真的很没有用。 :(

25122011

Merry christmas to all my lovely :) ♥


the 2nd time spent my christmas with them , my dearest friends


This year we decided went THE CURVE for movie then count down !:)
sad to say , members of the gang is getting less and less . perhaps , they got own event .
but it's enough for me !

I love fireworks , even christmas eve didn't have .
BUT I love christmas also . it brings me back to my childhood .
I still believe santa in this planet . hehe .
when I saw the santa , I am so ecxited and happy !!! yeah yeah ..



hehe . .


MERRY CHRISTMAS . :)

sometimes , pretend can win everythings .

21122011

wed ,

start from this week , will be more free because classes had finished already .
just left tomorrow test and friday presentation , then I gonna say goodbye for my sem 2
time flies and shall admit and promise and force myself not give any excuse to fail my or get unexpectated result again ! " EXCUSE ALWAYS MAKE PEOPLE FAILED !" . one of my motivation :) .



my first handmade assignment , seriously I very proud of this . I could not believe I can done it with this results , with simon's idea and papa helping and mama advicing . = I done I done =
frankly to say , I AM NOT WILLING to put it at school lab . I want to put at my room as decoration . my little hand . :)



lovely jane . :) , when jane redo her model assignment . I try to fit my head into the hole of the cardboard . I can fit it and we are so happily when captured the picture . We don't even care other people sight and opinion . :) .
and one more thing to go ! . we are keep nagging why OT gonna do graphic design's job !! . huh .^_^



one is mine , one is jane . :))


Oh ya , cousin had came back from singapore for vacations . what the day that I expected for many times many days . finally they did . lovely poh wei and me chat a lots .haha . and yet we went shopping and the result I can concluded is " next time gonna shop start from 10am " . ^_^




I will struggle with some problems , but mom always be my good listener .
even I can't get rid of it , mom also will give me best advise .
but say through my heart . I can't stand by anymore , don't know what the day I am going mad !



haix . but , just comfort myself , I can get the benefits at the last .

16122011

The most suffering period that I having now ,

a lots of assignment and tests .

huh T.T

keep fighting with my time and hope could finish it .

5 essays that need to submit by next week .

two tests on next week.

proposal haven completed yet .

my mind was stuck definitely . I believe , yann and others classmates also .

I afraid night coming , It shown me a brand new day gonna start and time left less .

I have no dare to sleep because homework haven done yet .

damn depressed and hopeless ! :(

I still remember the day when I waited the bus in front of college , the sky was dark and it's raining and heavy rain ! thunderstorm and rainwater were grand . Standing there like alien and alone . The feeling was damn bad and helpless . tears dropped and it told me that I must be the strongest and no defeat by any obstacles ! I hope I can did it . !!

the following weeks is the climax week of this semester and also of the year .

can't celebrate christmas and also new year I think .

ouch . my fireworks :( , can anyone bring me along ? I really love to see the fireworks .!!

I still remember the scene of last year , it was amazing !

but this year , I have to face my books . :(

*sad*

have to continue my homework . bye :)

12122011

SATURDAY .

the first we out for searching our travelling agensi for our first conference .

We decided search at petaling street .

unlucky , they had moved to area around Sg wang , jalan Alor I think :)

5 girls met at petaling street and had our brunch - asam laksa .*yummy*

after that , walked to lrt station . oh yeah , journey started!

we are OT's girls , we have the most happy , funny , and friendly face * self-esteem again *

anyway , the picture is the most funny especially poteto yann . she opened her leg until the widest . can you imagine the context and yet station had myriad of people . haha :)

and you know me well , you should know I can whatever face if I want @.@

girls in the LRT ！

travelling agensi , I think the boy already afraid of us ! haha .we are out of controlling .==

Mission completed and shopping time started !

poteto want to purchase a dinner dress .

so , we accompany her and choose for her !

it was not bad and I had the chance to try the long dinner dress .!

in love when wear it . when I had got the chance to wear it ? haha

Don't know what happened to my stomach ,

like a hungry ghost !

haha .

snowflakes !

and the climax of the day !

the cashier was made carmen and ching yan angry because of the offer voucher .

they revenged way was interested .

Sg Wang offered some coupon voucher , then snowflakes is involving now until jan 2012 !

the two girls were grabbed all the coupon at the info counter ,

and they started to give the voucher just beside the snowflake's counter .

I thought the cashier should furious and he can't do anythings on us ! . haha

umbrella girls ..

the time was late , we are afraid because we walked from times squares to station hang tuah .

distance is not short , so we took umbrella as our weapon ! . special way we took !

first time take bus at kl around 9.30pm .

really need to shout " mummy , daddy "

I need walked back to my house and yet there was dangerous ! .

anyway , it's safe :)

hehe :)

08122011

06122011

这个12月一点也不期待，一点也不像往年一样。该死的final,该死的assignment,该死的test,该死的presentation .还有一个大project 。这，真的让我很无奈，很压力。很想大喊。突然间的海啸，老师要我们在下星期presentation 加test .还有project的meeting .我该怎么去分身。？anatomy是我的死穴，这一回的test还是我最矛盾的chapter .真的很害怕，很压力。很怕SCORE不到分数。真的很怕。怎么感觉group的assignment都是我一个人在啃 ，我是无所谓。可是，有时候却很无奈。

很想大喊，喊出心中的不爽 ；很想有个拥抱，这可以让我大声地哭出来。

现在，需要一个慰问，一个安慰，再也不会像以前那样的释放出来。而是，往自己的吞回下去。或许，我会觉得毕竟是自己的问题，何必去向别人哭哭啼啼的呢。告诉自己什么都好 ‘忍一忍吧。’ 。

陈小姐，真的哭了。听了也心痛。

说的真对，再坚强的女生都回败给爱情这东西。

心里的小秘密，不想说也没有必要让别人知道。

3122011

胃痛是我的噩梦。

我的生活规律一直都好正常，晚上10点多就on bed了。

不过最近，很忙，功课，笔记一大堆。

所以托到很晚才睡。然后肚子饿也没有去理，一直抄，一直做。

结果星期四的晚上，胃痛了。

痛得我睡不到，也很辛苦。

去到学校也把吃的吐出来。

回到家，就睡着了。

结果一通信息就把我叫出去了，

是我爱玩还是在家太闷？
去看了 [大英雄小男人]。也去吃了最爱的蛋糕！因为肚子很饿很饿。

回到家，又继续睡，一睡就睡到天亮。

生活就是这样，

好了，待会儿去melaka咯。:)))