2012年9月29日星期六

foods day ahead.

Since I'm so free, and sister went out,
the house only leave mummy and me right now.
i hate mummy every time release her anger on me.
I doing right and why she want like that. made me felt so helpless. =(

I'm jealous my sister now, because I felt bored while she got event .
feel like want to watch movie TT

I still remember my college mates asked me in between shopping and foods which you will spent most?
I answered them "shopping!", but during couple of months and time investigates. 
Foods are more in between! hehe.:D



Fish and Co. 
had been there twice, first time was my Singapore cousin introduced me.
super like for this (Y) 
the second time I was brought my friend and still cannot finished.hehe:)


mixed vegetables 


lamb steak


wasabi sotong 


look so yummy right?
actually its not from high-class restaurant,
and just a roadside restaurant - Ah Long -
during these few months, I gained weight because of foods from there.
my lovely cousin always fetch me out for supper =="
(Y)




burger kaw kaw with monster gangs.
(Y)
haha:D
so yummy and the chicken so big in size so i shared with other!

last but not least,
Thursday was my foods day also.
went out with monster gang,
and first time we ate we walked we teased we joked so much in a day.
love them 

♥first round, Sg Wang tea!



roaster chicken and barbecued pork


sandwich

:) 


we reached there early, so we planned had a walk from pavilion to klcc
LOL. we were nuts at that time. haha:)

second round. -JOGOYA- 




a quick capture before started the war.haha:)






after one hour, super full and enjoyable.haha:) 
i miss greentea ice-cream TT





I used to hang out with them,
and still remember how crazy we are.haha :D
thank you, my monster gangs 



p.s. what can I do tonight, I hate to be alone TT

2012年9月25日星期二

tuesday night.11.55pm




It guide me,
because you are girl,
you have the right to deserve better :)

another  life that I having now,
appreciate :)

my waist gonna cramp but I'm happy with it.



2012年9月19日星期三

9.33 GG.com

开学至现在,真正上过课的日子,我想手指都算到了。
妈妈啊,我好煎熬,我要上课!
T。T
也不能责怪老师,看见他们那么的忙碌,
也希望新的lecturer快点出现!
剩下practical还有2个月,我不希望到时候赶火箭般。
我的生活真的好没有意义。每天都好颓废。
真的希望有个人可以盖醒我,我失去了方向。

- -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

#first time :) .can just stay longer with me?. 
smirk. 

2012年9月14日星期五

9.56pm

Listen to the words, and you can be fooled. Look at the actions, and you can be fooled. Feel deeply into your heart, and then you will know the truth. Who makes your heart soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?  - message from GOD . 


close up my eyes, 
take a depth breathe,
and think. 

= answer come = 

thanks for people around keep comfort me.
thanks for mummy best advice. 
love you mummy, glad to have you mummy!

mummy's advice almost is the best compare to all!
she know what I want, she know what I need.

Mummy, I am sorry always make you worry about me.
Mummy, I am sorry I'm not good as other.
Mummy, I am sorry sometime blame you for not doing this doing that.
Mummy, 
you are my only love in this world. 
the love never change since I arrived to this world.

Mummy, 
there're problems keep around me right now.
I couldn't manage it well, 
I don't know who's correct and wrong.
I just dislike keep feeling deep inside heart.
It's just killing me if I do not pour it out .
So, I like to talk, to share while I having problems

Somehow, 
mummy, I still like to share with you at last .
I know you got what I meant and 
you daughter, me really don't know what suppose to be the next.

people always says,
choice is on your hand.its either to choose or just let it go.
but, 
so confused. so confused. 

feel so insecure for prolonged time.
mummy,
its right for me? 

2012年9月12日星期三

10.27am





STRESS!negative thinking! all rubbish come in my mind!
新的学期真的很大的改变
head走了,剩下老师处理全部的东西。
教课,处理practical的东西,等等。
看见她这样也心酸 。

因为剩下2个月的时间,就要面临practical的生活了。
有点惊讶,有点期待,最大的某过于 压力。
要将所有课本上的东西搬上医院上用。
害怕错误那一定有的拉。

开学了也一星期,也崩溃了一星期。
答应自己不可以再那么颓废了。
讨厌每次面对问题的时候,只会逃避。
一直用睡觉来当借口。
昨晚也睡了好久好久。

睡饱了,再次的加油!


笑吧!大声地笑!疯狂的笑!因为那才是属于真正的你!
哈哈哈哈 :D


#把心放开,事情未必是你想得那样。#

2012年9月9日星期日

2.16pm



semester 5 started on today!
life is getting more challenging, informed by lecturer will be has a clinical posting on November until December!

excited man :) . hwaiting!


#because?

2012年9月8日星期六

12.21am



it should be a happy day.MORON.
#heart non-stop bleeding#
am I deserved the way?

2012年9月7日星期五

9.01pm



#where my superman?,i need you to cure my boredom. :S #
lifeless holidays.


2012年9月6日星期四

11.13pm




had been nuts for couple of hours. .care too much and insane. #heartbroken for pretty sure, but why am i still blaming myself for the unchangeable story?

*cry*cares*annoying*,disturbing* .

2012年9月3日星期一

12.42am




ambush in the heart for so long time?floating feelings ever appear on me right now.
the effect after choosing a horror. O_O
mamamiya, I am afraid of it.


¥I know it is special enough , # special thanks ¥
HOLD IT TIGHT :)

2012年9月1日星期六

that's good?


there are little bit more. 
story shouldn't end at this moment.
brighter story need more heart to complete it. 
when the story comes to climax,
smile would be a better choice for the subsequent.
No hopes, No expect;
just pick little bit more heart. 
Smiles for the good.
smirk for the cares. 


#life goes on#
- everyone in my life -