9.49pm

这一周的短假期就快结束了，本来规划好的penang之旅也这样的泡汤了。原因也很简单，发生了些小事情。
这一周都很简单的在cousin的店度过，在那里帮帮他整理店里的东西。最有趣的莫过于可以坐上开鏠跑车上，不过我真的很喜欢。
最该死的皮肤敏感再度的感染在我的手臂上。我的Arm都是一堆堆的，然后又痒又痛。真的拿了我的命。T。T

我的眉毛超级奇怪，不过也算了吧。哈哈

保佑我驾车技术可以进步。

Awesome ♥

happy day with the awesome! ♥ love you my sweetie !
a primary classmate
a secondary classmate
a college classmate


Our relationship isn't close before, but don't know since when, our relationship is just getting. There are no reason. hehe.


Maybe, we always stick together during the college life.So,we can know each other well.hehe.


Today,is her birthday!
Today,is last day of EXAM
Today,is the video DAY.
Today,is the day she sewing her eyebrows.*waiting her for many hours*

Anyways, I love my day!
there's just simple,enjoy and appreciate.
Besides, had found a extremely best, delicious Italian restaurant! foods is just like .......hahaha...... ermmmmm >.< ..


Thanks GOD !
appreciate it.
AND I know Tomorrow is the best day! kakaka !!

8.33am

在一个受保护的家中成长，是一件非常幸福开心的事情。我也非常认同，因为我也是。
但是有时候知道的东西实在太多了，多得让我很焦虑很不开心很担心 ：/
上辈子的命运，真的会带来这辈子吗？这就是宿命吗？
我，还是很疑惑。
我很想大哭，因为我很辛苦。 ：/

5.11pm

Can make the day reverse ? ain't prepare yet for mid-term examination,5 days non-stop war gonna start then.is damn stress? yup,indeed! met a new lecturer and catch all up the points within one week. Poor anatomy I still can't get you into my life. The most afraid and lack confidence subject. -.- . Finally I know and understand there are not easy taking 6 subjects in long or short semester. How I thought I can handle it well because it's long semester, but thing not going smooth as well . Relationship with lecturer is getting worst, just because of her irresponsible action and how the way she teach us is totally make us fed up. Besides, waiting for a new lecturer for a prolong time totally make us waste one month time to study. While we got a new lecturer, time is not enough for us to study and gotta prepare for examination already. Things were tiring me and don't even know how to start and understands. I'm trying my best but seems like no use. really #wtf! .
Am I make a rod for my own back  ? sometime I think I am. I don't know why want to think those nonsense stuff. kinda wasted my times right ? but I just can't control it! my mind my brain sometime very uncontrollable and all negative feedback will come out and face will be seem very unhappy and moody! really damn for it, any method can change this? ish!
Just now, during the way we drove back from uni, lots of gossip talks with the bestie, but felt guilty after that. -.-
life could change a people from good to bad for both ? no people want to or wish to deserve the bad environment . I believe you guys should be more prefer a better life than a worst life right. but, the inner feeling I really don't know how to express it out ! and both of us agree for that then.
and I don't want gossip people anymore, because the feeling is damn bad.

Thanks parent get me a car, even it is not a new car but at least I got a transport.Finally@.@ the first feeling when I knew this news is happy, the second is " omg , 6 months didn't drive between " . anyways , it is a best for me.

time to revision ^_^

4.33pm

 

戴上假面具的你，实在令人觉得恶心！

越来越让人觉得恐怖。

你对我们做了什么，说了什么，大家心里有数吧。

我实在太逊了，一点点地压力都支撑不住，根本没有资格学人说是学医学的！

很讨厌坏脾气的自己，ish! 

8.19am

 

再难过也要学会放手，再舍不得也要学会离开。

事情兜兜转转只会让自己变得更加的不开心，最终连自己是谁也搞不清。

明明事情就是那么的简单，怎么都被自己想的好像加数那样的复杂；明明只需要+ - ，自己却把它复杂化。

我真的搞不懂，自己究竟想怎样。

自己不开心，纳闷别人看不清看不透。

好久没有开心的笑了。我的笑容，赶快回来吧。

好的。：）

thousand words.

如果我有一把读心术，那该多好啊。
心情总是闷闷不乐，可是却不知道原因是什么。

害怕，害怕考试的来临。
天啊。 



*陌生*
 

4.00pm

 

the feeling I having in this few days same as the picture above. 

freaking tired and get nothing from study . MAN!! 

how I wish Mr kalai come back from India right now and change my lecturers right now .

what the heck, my lecturer say " you all must study yourself actually,"hey , we are not genius, kay? how can we know and understand before you teach ? damn, damn pissed and hard to calm myself！ but, after you teach also no use lor .= = . I will mad if I stay longer with her!

somemore, assignment reject and has to redo . plus the others subjects' assignment , I think I have no time to do revision already. 

ish, kinda fed up ....

i need a rest but i cant stop my works .:( 

if I could finish my assignment, I'd fly to meet ms tan . miss you badly , i need a badly talk with you :( . couples of months we didn't meet with each others .
everyday , college , assignment. I tired with it but I have to insist.

*the gap between us become bigger and bigger. :-S *