sob =(

我很不开心 ，
心真的很不舒服 ，很想哭 。
不，我不能这样 ！

是因为考试太过于担心吗 ？
仿佛感觉时间不够 ，
仿佛感觉隔天起床后，该记得的笔记都忘记了。

今天 ，
妈妈吩咐我们做家务 。
可是我发脾气了 =(


不是我要和你计较 ，可是有时候你不觉得有点过分吗？
我又不是特地不要做家务的 ，
你没有想过我的处境吗？
我的考试 ？ 我的压力 ？

唉 ；（

trial

yup :D
I look on my preview status , I wrote that I still got 10 more days for my trial ..
but , now only leave 1 day .. =(
GOD .. why the time gone so fast ..
I wish one day have 48 hours for me , that's enough until the max ..
extreamly nervous , scared , .... ,
I am trying to relax down , when I put all my things down ,
the feelings of unstable appear again =) *hypertension *
super buzy two days ago ,
yup , buzy for tuition ..
I was wearing the stupid school uniform from morning until the night .
Now , I really know how was the feelings of '' tired "
*sigh *
tomorrow I will completed my BC paper , lol ..
my bc knowledge = zero .. ><
= = = = = = = == = = = =

keep crossing my fringers and pray for it [ GOD ] ..
wish my trial pass smoothly ..
thanks ..

I didn't mind indeed ?

yea .. weird feeling ..
haiz .. I dont know how is the feeling right now ..
last night , chat with your friend , he told me somethings about you ..
but , he not really tell me all about that !

I cannot change the fate ,
is the fate change my life ,
not everythings as easy as we thinks indeed ..
I think I could change my life but not depend on the fate ,
but the answer always make me down ..

So ,
always remind myself " you not a cup of my tea "
hope I can do that ..
* wink wink * let's smile .. =))

school will reopen by next week ,
i wish that day can be '' reach '' a bit early ,
the boring holidays , I hope will have a pretty ending ...
haha .. : D

short break

亲爱的 ，当你面对压力的时候，该怎么去解压呢？
可以教我吗？
我很害怕，很压力。
害怕考试的到来 =（
害怕自己考不到理想的成绩 。

这2星期的假期，兜兜转转又要来到尾声了。
为什么时间过得那么的快 ？
以前 ，时间该走得快的时候 ，却很慢 ；现在却........ 。
但是 ，
算一算 ，自己也浪费了很多很多的时间 。
生气自己为什么之前不要每天温习功课 。
生气自己为什么头脑那么迟钝 ，为什么吸收能力那么差 。
我很羡慕那些头脑很像电脑的人 。

这星期的开始 ，
我也很努力的温习biology , chemistry , sejarah ..
一边温习，一边担忧 。
很努力的让自己明白 。

我记得那晚的梦 ，
我梦到自己的考试失败 ，真的很害怕。
当头脑疲倦了，
就放空让自己休息 =）

加油 ·！

nodded

hey ,
extreamly busy for these days .
everyday did the same event make me get tired .
tuition = my life = my favourite = my hobby =)
no choice , i need fight for my SPM .
Be honest ,I worry my result indeed =(
two weeks later , I will sit for my TRIAL SPM ..
damn tension and nervous ..
I need recover up 10 subjects within these 14 days , can I ?
I really need someone help .. ><
GOD , I hope that present of YOU .
haha ..

as normal , guys ..
THURSDAY , this day was a bit different compare to previous thursday .
cause , i need rush with the time =)
after school , take a bath , finished my lunch , bach to school again = =
the purpose was [ attend the phy class = = ] lol ..
luckily , can keep abreast of my tution class =)

FRIDAY , I love you all - 5a10 ..
i apperciate you all to the max : D
my life cannot live without you all ,
I could found the happiness , sadness , cheerful , laughing , ... from you all ..
my dearest , wish we will not forgot each others one day later .

Seriously , I really excited today coming ..
one of the reason are , I was going to HELP , my favourite school .
wish can be their student one day later . =)
2nd reason are , I can seen my dearest again , buddy ♥
kaka =)
unexpected , I saw my tuition friend ,
he sat in front of me .. haha ..
said hello , bye bye to him ..
.. .. .. .. .. ... ..

my day was had a pretty ending , how about your ? haha
I wish too =)

if you dislike text with me , pls tell me , dont simply reply me with single word ..

a days ♥

hey :)
i decided back here to complete my diary or others life journay ..
recently ,
pass as normal ..
school .. tuition .. movie .. shopping .. ♥
God ..
no choice , I should make a change on my life .
but , not now ..
after SPM , i need serve for n.s ..