always

看似假期的计划又要再次泡汤了。

那感觉真难受。 

若..成真。18/3

若我没有负担，日子应该也好过得很。

但，抛离负担日子还遥远。

若我有说话的犀利，我就应该没有那么压力。

可是，我就没有。

突然间，我好压力。

-多么希望你在我这-

:/ 

15/3

缺乏自信心，仍然是我唯一的自卑。

love life.

hectic days weeks and months come unstoppable.
one more semester left and am going to practical for 25weeks.
Place has been selected but not confirmed yet.
not doubt, still johor i'll be going.
hopefully johor bharu won't bored us!
i love segamat but too boring :p

since end of february, I started my working life again!haha
i change from mechanics to part time clerk,
still lots need to learn.
it's tiring me, but I must get rid of it.
because social is reality, no money no talk.

then, assignments and tests have become my complimentary everyday.
just realize time not enough to use.
everything rush and fast, I have no time. (my recently quote)

sometimes, I feel quite depressed, because of the stress and MONEY.
I almost forget that I had made a wish list in my 2013.
It motivate me shouldn't like this and having such behavior.
haha.
..
okay, time for assignments again =_=

1.01am

应该都会有些开心的心情，
为什么心情会那么沉重？

12.32am

我不知道为什么要这样折磨自己。
有事没事，去想那些有的没的东西，
结果，很难过很不开心了。
要怎么才能做到很开心的人？
一个人？一件事物？
很不开心。

要怎么才能放开我的心！
要怎么样才能摆脱？！

:(

11.43pm

假期快结束了， 这3星期假期都在做工。
很简单的工作，却非常的累。

有时候状态真的很糟糕， 没有办法专心，结果就被骂了 =_=
真的很讨厌这样的自己。

放不下是一定了的，可是有些时候；一阵风吹来，也蛮刺痛的。:(
一句句刺入骨的话语，我只能强颜微笑。
当面具被揭开了，我无法再装下去了。
我也只能微笑逞强。

成绩也出了，真的很差！
但，也没有过度的不开心，可能已经成了事实了吧。

加油！
:)