8.35

the moment you flirt me up, please think about it i will falling on you .
the moment you dump me , please think about it i will sad.
the moment you annoyed me, please think about it i will nervous.
the moment you hold my hand, please think about it i will happy and feel damn fucking blissful.
the moment you want me keep it as secret, please think about it i will feel i'm the extra one.
the moment ...
when i know you still liking the girl.
i will be sad ....................

everything and anything .

05012012

小眼睛，大鼻子。这都是我的特征，以前的我很在意别人怎么去看我，很介意他们说我鼻子大，可是现在却，管它的，随便了。

考试正在进行中................ /.\ 我很害怕，很怕自己输给别人，很害怕。一直背得好辛苦的moral，是看的明问题，可是却答不出。我的脑袋真的有那么差吗？ :( , 很失望看到自己所回答的问题，真的。haiz .

明天的科目，又来了，biology/anatomy .它看着我，我看着它；可是它认识我，我却一点也不了解认识它。超级无奈。我看下看下，也自动关上眼睛找周公了。== 为什么我就是那么的失败。一点的动力也没有，听说下个sem还有， 真的OH MY GOD . T.T ..有什么可以增强我的记忆力阿？ 今晚一定有熬夜了。 :( 顺其自然吧~

其实我很敬佩定力很稳的女生，那天和jane and yan 一起温书。看见一位女生坐在那里超过4小时，看见的她，很努力的在写温习，没有停过，路过的人，他也不看一眼。换作是我，早都在东张西望了。要怎么才能训练成这样。太多的疑问了。失败！

嗯，对了。钱包越来越空了。我好喜欢买鞋子，一看到自己喜欢的，一定会买，因为我的脚板的size可以是8/9号。要买鞋子也好难。哎~ 所以，今天买给自己一双flat shoe ，因为身高的关系，都不敢穿高跟鞋。虽然只有163cm ,可是穿起来感觉好像dinasour这样。家里的高跟鞋都是在当花瓶。*我很在意别人怎么看我。* 哈哈

回想起，去年的今天我在ns里第一天受训。真的很想念他们。huh .... >.< 因为ns,让我遇见了一位好朋友，他和我的距离很遥远。可是我们的心却很近。我们都通过电话来维持着我们的友情。很想念你念我骂我的日子。哈哈哈。陈小姐，你听见吗？心理有很多的感触。

好啦。是时候去温习了。

自信点吧！加油！

16122011

The most suffering period that I having now ,

a lots of assignment and tests .

huh T.T

keep fighting with my time and hope could finish it .

5 essays that need to submit by next week .

two tests on next week.

proposal haven completed yet .

my mind was stuck definitely . I believe , yann and others classmates also .

I afraid night coming , It shown me a brand new day gonna start and time left less .

I have no dare to sleep because homework haven done yet .

damn depressed and hopeless ! :(

I still remember the day when I waited the bus in front of college , the sky was dark and it's raining and heavy rain ! thunderstorm and rainwater were grand . Standing there like alien and alone . The feeling was damn bad and helpless . tears dropped and it told me that I must be the strongest and no defeat by any obstacles ! I hope I can did it . !!

the following weeks is the climax week of this semester and also of the year .

can't celebrate christmas and also new year I think .

ouch . my fireworks :( , can anyone bring me along ? I really love to see the fireworks .!!

I still remember the scene of last year , it was amazing !

but this year , I have to face my books . :(

*sad*

have to continue my homework . bye :)

17112011

我好累，好累。心理和生理上都好疲倦。我想我会有疯掉的一天。

我给自己好大压力。我一直告诉自己不能输！

我好害怕输得那一刻。

期中考考得也不赖，最后的FOT也得到了8.6分。

其实我的目标在9，可是得到8/7也算ok拉。

anatomy我真的怕了，为什么脑袋会一片空白。

好难哦，我很难明白。：（

怎么办好。

今天老师通知我们2012 International Occupational Therapy Conference

venue : hong kong polytechnic university .

好想去啊，只要找到sponser，应该顺利成功吧。哈哈。

妈妈相信也批准我去吧，因为有很多benefit !

my english class .

stress . tired . stress . i want to shout out .

emo-ing .

3.12p,

using college pc to update :)

this week is my exam week ,
put all my effort on it . hope can get a better result :)


i more use to stay at library even is not my exam day .
maybe i already suitable the environment where suitable for me to do revision .
but , air-cond is freaking cold .

computer sent to repair again and again .
hatred , always spoilt spoilt spoilt .
I still need to do my slides ,
hope can purchase a laptop ,
but also have to wait my coursin .
have no choice ..
answer also = wait .


bla bla bla ,
tomorrow anatomy exam , GOD bless .!

9.50am

sunday morning , good morning to my precious .
yesterday was my boring ? unpredictable day ?
yet I admit .
yesterday chatted with dearest friend ,he told me a lots of things .
haha . I feel happy someone will jealous because of me .
haha . actually funny and apperciate to hear it .
anyway , I also like that , the same answer I will gave .

accidently received a call from simon ,
he call me ta have a tea .
due to some reasons , I hang out with them .
I am happy because can meet two of my best friends when I was secondary school .
erm . perhaps .time really can change somethings ,
I felt that we are not close compare to formerly.
but I believe our friendship can be everlasting .:)

have check through some shops ,some brands .
addidas , nike , vanz , converse ... still wondering want buy pair of shoes or backbag .
or I buy both ?
I need a pair of shoes ,so more easily for me to school and yet my foot will not smelly .
I need a big backbag , so I could put my everythings inside .
my current is big enough , but I still feel uncomfortable when carry it .
*_* so ?

tomorrow still got one more test to go , psychology . one of my interested subject .
so . I WON'T GIVE UP ..
hehe :))) ..





* god bless you and me all the time , thanks GOD give me a chance to live in this brilliant world <3 *

my gratz . :))

lass and lad !
我有好消息想和你们分享 。
我，终于可以摆脱了stpm了。妈妈爸爸让我去UNIVERSITY了
真的很开心♥♥♥
那天，小欣欣打电话问我要不要读物理治疗，然后有关连到心里学的。
omgggg ，我听到了就真的很喜欢
可是，又很烦恼自己的父母，还有钱的问题 。
星期六那天，他就到我家来，和我的父母解释。
结果--- > yes . <---
我好开心哦，我一定要很努力 。
我们选择了KLMU ，
course --> occupational therapy♥ !
还有医生袍和听筒的哦，哈哈 。

a little story .

H .O .P . E

或许 ， 真的得认命了 。

who ?

我是谁 ？我连我自己都不了解，我怎么去了解别人 ？
连那么一点点的自信心也没有 * 您说的对*

加油 ，我相信可以的 ！

never know : C

could you know my feelings right now ?
could you know what is my feelings when i accept the exam paper ?
you couldn't know my feelings ..

cry whole the school lesson ,
lol ..
i forgot this is the XXtimes le ?

but , i can admit that .
this is the first time I cry for my exam ..

sighs ..
I was so tired until I dont want to do any work again .. =(

dream : D

I miss my hair : [

listening : I have a dream . WESTLIFE .
is starting fall in love with them ♥
the song make me powerful ! =)

yea :D ,
one more subject , two more days ,
my trial is getting closed !
but , SPM is needed to countdown !
lol .. = =
super duper worried about my result !
: （

I love physics
I love add math
I love Biology ,
but I hate chemistry ..
the term make me confuse , BOY !!!!!

YUP , ..
the last paper is Physics ,
I told myself ,：" I must scored it ! "
hope , I can get it !

chong poh yin , you must sucess your words !
trust yourself , you can do it ! * a big grab *


I expect on my college life .
I expect on my working life .
I expect the feelings of graduate !
I want know the feelings ,
when I wear up the formal attire , stand in front of the college mates,giving them a talk ..
That's I expected on !
I expect that moment ,
when I having my own laptop , is busy doing my assigment !
I wish my dream will come true : D

yea ! chong poh yin !
put more effort :)